hmmm... the past couple days i have been d-loading utada hikaru songs like mad... i really love her deep river album. o.o its so gewd. i didn?ft really do much today, but my friend came over... i haven't seen her in like 4 months so that was kewl. all we did was hang out, but it was gewd cuz my friend is always friggin?f busy. she really needed some r&r so I?fm glad she could come over. actually, i used to be best friends with her, but since we have gone to different high schools, we kinda grew apart...we don?ft share as many interests as we used too. it's sad. i mean we still are really gewd friends, but i think our emotional states have a lot to do with our weakened bond. my friend is someone who is very depressed, as labeling and cold hearted as that sounds. i think i was affected by her feelings and it enhanced my negative attitude towards my own problems so that i would dwell on them. as hard as it is to say this, i am glad that we went to different schools. it made me realize that it was a waste of time to dwell on problems, my new friends helped me figure that out ^^. i think it was gewd for her to... i notice that she is a bit better off ^^. my other friend (let's call her gbhc=god the blue haired cowboy) she also used to have the same problem as me. that is, dwelling on the negativity of life. we can't really explain what caused us to have this realization, i was talking about it with her the awhile ago. we concluded that it had to do with being exposed to a new atmosphere in highschool. it is said that change can be good for a person... and that saying is right i guess. gaining friends really shows you the variety of people that you can get along with. i guess i subconsciously learned something about being happy while you have the chance and that no one should be able to limit your happiness all the time. sure there are times to be sad and angry, but there are also times to be happy. i am so thankful that my friends helped me. this realization is something that cant be told to someone, it has to be experienced by the person to be able to truly understand it and be affected by it.....wow, aren't i the little philosopher today? lol. well, at least i?fm blogging XD.

oooooo!!!! my friend from my school libby cut her hair at a salon college! it was only $5 (because of the risk of the student screwing it up pf course). omg... she looks so pretty! the hair cut is perfect for her! i think i am going to get my hair cut over there XD. i wish i could put the picture of her in here! i was really surprised by how different she looks! ::inochi is proud of libby-sempai who donated her long long hair to the cancer program 'locks of love':: humm, i believe i am going to go on some friday and cut my hair there cuz its close to my school. watch them screw up =_=;. that would realllllly suck. ::yawn:: i'm tired. i think i want to go play ff x-2, i forgot that i had it, it's been like a month. or maybe i'll play soul calibur II (<---reason for not playing ff x-2 XD). i think i am going to sign off. i am getting a little tired. [yay! libby-sempai will be proud cuz i updated! ^^].

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kawaaaaaaiiiiiiiiii! isn't my blog so adorable?! i wuv yukito XDDDDDDD! well...eh-heh....^^;...ttyl it's kinda late and i need sleep for finals =_=;....